Episode Ten - Group Hug

[allan]

Awwww....we're merged!!

Damnit! I wanted Josh gone. I couldn't do anything about it. I asked Ashley to go online at work and message Heather to say we're voting for Josh because I know she would listen to me, and I believe Josh is controlling Earl as well as more than he lets on.

I thought if I could just get online yesterday, I could have coordinated Josh's departure, but with no computer, I simply could not strategize. I hate this.

Now we're merged, and I don't know when I will get online again. I need to find a partner for this challenge...do we ask each other? I will go and look at the rules in a moment. I have to work until 5 tomorrow, so I may not even get to participate unless time is not a factor.

I cannot feel out whether or not I need to use my idol yet. I hate HATE not being in touch with everyone...ugh!!

Okay...my plan is to PM everyone and see who responds and who doesn't. I need to maybe suggest to Andrew and others that Alicia has the idol, and we need to blindside her.

Here's hoping something happens in my favour for once in this lifetime

Ugh what next, eh?

Later, peeps!

allan~

[allan]

- How does it feel to have outlasted nine other players? Very good. I am the king of the fricking world. I am standing on my chair pretending it is the bow of the Titanic. I am imagining Leonardo DiCaprio behind me right now...actually....excuse me for a moment.


- How does it feel to make the merge? Pardon? Oh my...ahem! Okay...I am back! It feels good. Another objective accomplished. Next step is the jury. Then I will be content to be voted out if fate says I must.


- What are your opinions on the nine other remaining players in the game?

Ashley - She is a great player. If she was voted out I would stand a better chance at winning towards the end, but I want her with me anyways

Andrew - I want him to be in the final 3 with me and Ash, but if he is he might win, so according to plan it'll come down to me Ash and him, but I never do things according to plan

Lorii - Sweet lovely Lorii. I wanna go to Newfoundland and have a drink with her. She has lasted through bad conditions in this game, and somehow she is still around, which makes me suspicious.

Earl - I want him gone first but I know that's wishful thinking. I am appealing to ALicia and saying I dont have the idol. I really hope she believes me.

Alicia - I am using the hell out of her, but not really, if that makes sense. Everything I tell her that's non-idol-related is true. I like her loads, and hope she is my friend in the future. Just not in this game.

Josh - Ummm...I think he has something up his sleeve.

Piper - Ugh! Whatever.

Stephanie - The sweetest, most friendly girl in the game. I hope I can be like her when I grow up.

Kyle - He is a nice guy. I hope he goes far, as long as it's only 3 more rounds


- What are your thoughts on Heathers boot? I wish it had been Josh.


- Which one person do you view as the biggest threat now that this is an individual game? Explain.

Alicia. She is so good at telling people what they want to hear. She knows I have the idol I am sure of it.


- Opinions on playing the next challenge with a partner? I am with Andrew I think, so I am happy.


- What comes to mind when I mention the following: 6 old Nene tribe members and 4 old Humuhumu tribe members. Survivor is a numbers game, does this concern you? Why/Why not?

No. The alliances are WAY more blurred than that. I think it might be idol time!


- This is an individual game now, everyone is gonna have to adjust. Tell me how you plan to adjust your strategy? Explain.

I am placing my trust in other people which is something I rarely do. I hope to win over people's trust.


- Looking back at the past booted players, is there anyone you think should have made it here? Explain.

Hmmm...Andi. That's it. Maybe Artist, too, cuz he did well sometimes.


- Do you have a target this round? If you do, who is it, why, and what do you plan to do? If you don't have a target, what is your strategy this round?

Well, my target would have been Earl, but since it's between Kyle and Piper, my target is Piper....too bad my alliance has bad aim.


Free write: Tell me your thoughts. My questions are so stale sometimes, just type and entertain the readers .

I would love to do a tequila body shot off of...oh, sorry...that's inappropriate. I am in the office at work right now on a split shift LOL. Today whas been busy so far and I have made decent tips. I wish I could go online later tonight to see the results of tribal council. I hope to be back online at home soon.

I really want to know when I should use my idol, and whether or not certain people are trustworthy. My questions are about Josh and Lorii right now. I think I pretty much know where everyone else stands.

I am sorry I haven't been able to do a video confessional for a while. Maybe Ash and I can get together tomorrow to do one. I am so lucky that she is the manager today and tomorrow, or I may not have been able to go online

PS - I love you.