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Post by allan on Mar 26, 2008 23:48:20 GMT -5
Holy Shit.
Holy Shit.
This is actually happening!! I never ever thought I would make it this far in February...well, I kinda did. I deserve to be here, and I think I deserve to win, with all the handicaps I had.
I am seriously considering voting for Ashley and sticking with Andrew. It would severely be in my best interests to not go to the finals with both Ashley and Payne. I know I could get Ashley to forgive me, but I don't know about Andrew.
Ashley would be really mad at me, but I think she would still vote for me to win. I don't know if I eliminated Andrew that he would vote for me.
Lorii tried to vote me out this last time, and Andrew was the one that copied and pasted the message to me and Ashley, otherwise I wouldn't have known. It was Lorii's plan to get me out, but there was an even larger plan before that to get she, Ash, and I to the final 3. She said it didn't work out, but OF COURSE it didn't if she is the one to deliberatley go against her own plan.
Huh??
Andrew seems to have his head on his shoulders. I want to beat him and Ashley to feel like I really won, but I can't beat them both in the final 3. I believe I SHOULD, but that I wouldn't. Unless we count Karma points.
I severely need to win this immunity. Severely. If any of us come down to a tie-breaker with Lorii, we will all go home by default, and that's bollocks. She needs to go. Can I just vote everyone out myself?
I think Ashley would be the best choice right now, and that sucks. Balls.
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Post by allan on Mar 27, 2008 15:10:47 GMT -5
This immunity challenge was good, but I am SO SURE Andrew knew 18 of those. SO sure. I know he had friends within the outcasts, and I thought about asking them whether or not things were from them, but I didn't. He must have, because no one could KNOW 18. I only wish I had thought of doing it too Damnit!
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Post by allan on Mar 27, 2008 16:00:40 GMT -5
Ugh! Everyone is confusing me!! How do people think certain things? Why is Andrew asking me to vote for Ashley, when he keeps telling her he is voting for Lorii? Are they wanting a tie? Is he trying to fish information out of us? He is the onyl one who is safe!
I need lorii and him to vote for different people, so mine and Ashley's votes take out Lorii. This is ridiculous and exciting at the same time.
I kinda hope to get voted out for the single reason I want to play again in All-Stars.
I need sex, a drink, and a vacation.
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Post by allan on Mar 28, 2008 13:31:39 GMT -5
Bah hahahaha hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot believe that: a) People didn't figure out about me and Ashley knowing each other...she logs out and I log in, then vice versa, it was obvious. b) People thought Andrew played the game hardest. Okay. he was awesome, but they have NO idea what Ash and I orchestrated, and c) I am in the final 3!! Fuck, yeah!
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Post by allan on Mar 28, 2008 14:42:13 GMT -5
I realize that everyone playing this game is like 12 years old, but honestly...the level of stupidity in here exhausts me. I feel like I am getting dumber by the minute. Dumberer. LOL.
I need to play with a higher level of intelligence. Maybe I am (gasp) starting to feel my age. God help me.
The challenges were so clever and mind-wracking, but the discussions, not to mention grammar and spelling, were atrocious. Woohoo! If I win, I will feel great. I will have outwitted a bunch of 12 year olds.
No, that's mean, but seriously...what the hell? I could plead my case to the nth degree, and people would still be far too unintelligent to understand my point, so I honestly feel like I have no hope. Maybe I should start swearing more.
Who else did video confessionals? Who else even thought of it? I would have ruled the world if my effing...make that fucking...computer hadn't died. Fuck!!
Let's get this over with. I want to win, if for the validation only.
Peace.
Actually, fuck that!!
War.
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Post by allan on Mar 28, 2008 14:54:59 GMT -5
OMG And another thing... As IF people did not figure out that Ashley and I knew each other in real life!! Idiots!! How many times did we mention each other and things we shouldn't have known by accident? How many times were we talking to andrew and lorii and stephanie but never online at the same time, because of work?? She would log out and immediately I would log in, and vice versa...don't tell me NO ONE found that a little strange!! People will probably piss and moan about how it is unfair that we knew each other before the game started, but if they are smart at all, they would realize that it put a huge target on our backs, and it is only through the lack of intelligence and ignorance that no one figured it out! I fucking LOVE it!!! The only reason I don't say anything now, is because a) it would hurt Ashley's game, and I don't want to be THAT selfish, and b) people would feel so stupid for not figuring it out, and seeing as they're voting out of spite anyways, it would proabably only make them feel worse about themselves, and they might cry, and I am also not that mean
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Post by allan on Mar 28, 2008 20:22:06 GMT -5
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Final 3! Please update your confessionals.
- How does it feel to be part of the final 3? I knew that I should be here, and that I sure as shit belong to be here, but it is still a great feeling of accomplishment. I know that there was not a lot of intelligence out there, so it should have actually been easier than it was.
- How do you feel the final vote is going so far? I believe that everyone will vote for Andrew, because they were under the impression that he had something to do with how the game progressed, and by not voting for him, it would be an admission of their own idiocy. Maybe some of them will have some good brain medication to help them make a better informed decision. But I am not holding my breath.
- Which jury members vote do you think you have banked? None. I would like to think that Lorii and Piper will vote for me, but again, I am not holding my breath. I am, however, holding my breasts.
- Which jury members vote will you not be receiving? All of them. Besides joking around, read the paragraph two questions above. I think people will assume I am pulling answers out of my anus and saying what I want them to hear to try to win. C*nts.
- Other thoughts please!!! I have pretty much said everything I am feeling right now. I know that it has been out of character for me to say some of the mean things that I have today, but I feel like I am the only one who was not harsh sometimes, so I thought I would show you that I am not all sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows. Sometimes I can be dusk, herpes, and black holes.
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Post by allan on Mar 28, 2008 20:41:26 GMT -5
Ashley and I are sitting here, rocking with laughter at the fools beneath us. We both think we have no hope, and it's funny. I think she does, though, and I am still hoping against hope they pull it together an vote for me.
I love you. Yes, I am talking about YOU. Kisses. And handjobs all around.
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Post by allan on Mar 28, 2008 20:42:43 GMT -5
OK I am about to logout and Ashley is about to log in, and we will just see if these fucking idiots even notice!!!
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Post by allan on Mar 29, 2008 15:15:54 GMT -5
Oh. my karma just dropped to 4. I wonder who did that?
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Post by allan on Mar 29, 2008 15:30:05 GMT -5
who the FUCK do people think they are?
Everyone is attacking each other, and yes, psyching people out or being mean is a tactic, but the game is finished. No more lying and manipulation needed. Between us, I mean.
So many people were attacked personally. I have called people stupid, but that's okay, because it is ME, and I am allowed to do that!
LOL
I just mean people like Heather, who really and truly loves the game or Survivor, and would normally jump at the chance to play this game, was talked poorly about on several occasions in private AIM sessions for groups, PMs, and public boards, where she could see it. That is awful. Would YOU commit your time to a game like that? Neither would I.
People need to play games because it's fun and social. There is no prize for this game, other than bragging rights, which I already stated was the best prize of all. I have played and met people, and if I didn't get to know someone it was because I didn't think we had anything in common, or felt as though they were unreceptive.
Games. Fun. Fun and Games. Lorii and Stephanie and Piper are people I find hilarious and fun to talk to...as do I Kyle and Alicia and Matthew. Andi I will keep in touch with for a long time, not to mention a ton of alumni.
I don't really care anymore whether or not I win. I made friends, and that is for real. I need not lie anymore. Plus I want to be in All-Stars. I don't know where I am going with this. I am contradicting myself left and right. I am tired.
Maybe when my computer gets up and running and I can get back to internet porn at home, I will lighten up.
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Post by allan on Mar 29, 2008 16:15:54 GMT -5
Sandy and joel, please don't yell at me for copping out in my final statement. I am being rushed off the computer at work and had to cut it short, even though it's long. Long and hard. And fairly thick.
I didn't say half of what I feel like. I honestly don't think it'll matter, like i said before about people not being intelligent enough anyways. LOL.
I think I should win. And I will if they get their acts together.
Peace out, and I loved LOVED the last month of my life, and would do it again in a heartbeat!!! Keep in touch, men. And I mean that in 'every' way. LOL.
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Post by lorii . on Mar 30, 2008 1:10:39 GMT -5
Allan my love. I had know fucking Idea ya'll knew each other!? What an idiot, but what makes me happy is the fact that someday, 3 of us will be rocking George. Seriously, Im getting my house in the city in like 3 months, The 2 of you can crash with me !
Despite me being a bitch, I love you 2 more then anything and it sucks major balls Andrew won immunity at F4. Oh well, Congrats with the win ! xo
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Post by Andrew on Mar 30, 2008 1:38:54 GMT -5
Oh yes, you certainly controlled the game with your supreme advantage. *ROLLS EYES DRAMATICALLY*
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Post by ashley on Mar 30, 2008 13:02:05 GMT -5
Love you too lorii!!!
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