Episode 12: Lost...and waiting to be found!

[alicia]

oK so Earl went and I was completely baffled! Guess no one wanted to vote for Payne...ugh lol. I'm lost at whats going on and whos like running the game now...save me! Well Josh and Andrew sent me a msg so thats nice to hear from them. Lorii said Andrew wanted her to vote for me...I voted for him and now he wanted the strong ppl (including me) in a group for the next challenge...again a bit confusing! Got this msg from Josh

listen, i know you feel on ur guard right now, but i think things are going to change in a way thats gonna be beneficial to you. i cant say much right now because im not sure, but if u want to i'd be willing to help you out.

May have to do something with the hidden idol cause lots of ppl think I have it so I may play that role..not sure. I'd like to know what he's thinking or if I'm being played...very likely in a game like this! lol

[alicia]

soo I'm pretty much screwed for this group tribal council thing...allies on the other side I'm trying to sway Lorii back on my side saying I got a plan and everything and she could be next (according to Steph she is next) so if I can get her I can at least force a tie. I'm talking to Payne more so I hope I can get his vote too but that would mean putting the boot on Ashley and not many ppl are up for that as I've tried before. Josh said we're both like in the same boat and he's still got an idea I'm waiting to hear a bit more on. Stupid challenge...when I looked there was no time posted and then when I got back it was pretty much done Thinking the moose may be immunity cause I dont think anyone has the 'hidden' immunity idol now...

I dont like the looking back in the forums challenges though It's repetitive and long and we've already had one similar this season. I am a bit shocked with the double boot..if I make it through I think I should make it pretty smoothly but the trouble is making it past this one...hoping its Ashley that goes from my group and I like everyone in the other group lol. Guess Steph or Piper may go...have to work some magic though!

[alicia]

ok I'm pissed and sick of ppl's lies! First everyone ASSUMES (and of course makes asses of themselves) that I have the hidden immunity idol...I DONT! now they're telling Piper I'm a liar! WTF?!

Everyone is telling me not to trust you!! I want to not believe them but like yeah we are like the last two remaining nuuanu people and they are all saying you were aiming for me Is this true

I honestly can't recall ever lying to her! I think I may have kept a few things from her but never lied! Well now I lied to Lorii just because of all this crap.

Okay Alicia sounds good !

Who told you I was going next round lol? Information pwease.

My reply...

I was told Ashley and her allies want you gone next because u pose a threat and they want you gone asap. I was hoping you and I could vote for her and at least force a tie. I think if we stick together and I know we have Stephenie and Piper (that makes things even) we can make it far, even to the final 2. What do you think?

It was actually Stephenie that told me she'd probably go next but I'm tryint to survive this boot. If I was on the other group I wouldn't be as worried cause of allies but I dont really have anyone here. I'm trying to get Lorii and I to vote Ashley and thinking the other 2 will vote me, it'd force a tie and Ashley has had previous votes (thx to me, and she'd go!) oh wait, I think I have one vote now...think Ashley has 2 but I'm not sure...

oh I hope I save my ass