Episode 13: All is Fair n Love & War.. & Survivor.

[lorii .]

Alicia and Piper being gone gets us to 6. Holy Shit ! Final 6 and ME in it? I must have good networking skills or something, looking back, its nuts im still standing. I Have been to EVERY single tribal council , except one. I was on Humu which sucked, Bottom Feeder Humu, which also sucked and never even found the damn idol , and I'm still Kicking around. Woo. Take that you doubters.

[lorii .]

- What are your thoughts on the last round, immunity, tribal council, Piper and Alicia's vote offs?
I think the last round went okay, but holy scrambling. On our side we always knew it was Alicia who was going, but the other TC was nuts. I am happy I was not apart of that one! I thought that I wanted Allan to go, but I am happy he never. I completely suckedd ass in the Challenge. What can you do though? I sucked, but Im still here. I think everyone pretty much knew Alicia and Piper we're the next to go. Not really suprising.

- How does it feel to be part of the final six?
Wow. Final 6. It feels great. I am really proud of myself. I am one of the few who do not have AIM, but I have securly managed to bond and contact almost everyone in the game. I have been to every tribal, except for one. Plus some shit I am dealing with in real life. So I am really proud. I think I defnatily deserve to be here. I may not win immunities, but this is a social and strategic game. And I think I have that.

- How has your experience been in Hawaii so far?
I love it. Still looking for the cast of LOST, but no Sawyer yet. lol. I think its crazy that in a game like this on the internet you can meet some really incredible people, and actually form friendships.
The challenges have been amazing (granted, I won fuck all of them .. but..). Ya'll must have your own Dream team hiding behind the scenes. Its just been an awesome, awesome time. Thank so much for giving me the chance to play, it has and will continue to be Kick Ass.

- How do you plan on making it to the finals?
Well, According to Earl I will not make it... but hey, thats his opinion. I should thank him. Under estimating me just adds fuel to my fire. Now, how will I make it. Good question. I have had a few offers for people taking me to F4, but thats not good enough, thats not the finals. I have come up with a little sumthin sumthin off my own. It may or may not work .. anyways heres the run down..
Josh wrote me a really nice pm today titled "LISTEN" , hunny I am not your biatch. Anyways, he wants to shake up the game.. he is sick of letting people (ANDREW) run it. Okay, Ill take Andrew out with Josh and Steph done. But we need a 4th. Thats where my friend Allan comes in. Allan and Andrew had a tiff over something, so Allan is agreeing to do Andrew, because he is no longer trustworthy. So once Andrew is gone, Josh automatically assumes I am sticking with him nd Steph , wait. Was he not the one saying he was sick of letting people run this game? Yes, he was. SO, I will not let him run me. So at F5 Me Allan & Ash are taking out Josh or Steph and then at F4 the other if they do not win immunity. Yeah, so thats my master plan.

F6 - I "Aline" with Josh and Steph + Allan to oust Andrew
F5- My actual Alliance of Allan and Ash take out Josh or Steph
F4 - We take out Whoever is left if they have no immunity
Finals - Me Ash Allan.

- Out of the remaining players, who are you most threatned by? Please explain.
Andrew. He is KICK ASS in Challenges. He is playing super hard, almost as hard as me . He just really needs to go , or he may just win immunity right down to the Finals. It sucks though he is a great friend and we just have that Harry Potter Bond

- Who is your target this round? Explain.
Andrew.. a strong strong guy. Not so trustworthy anymore.

- Who do you trust the most?
Ashley, she has given me no reason to doubt her, and we said since Day 1 we are sticking it out, and also Allan


Whoa, too much writting. I am just gonna finish for now by saying this is survivor, Expect the unexpected, Know your most likely gonna get a knife in your back at some point, Be prepared to see your name written down a few times, and be prepared to change it up when the time comes. We are not play Tic-tac-toe, We are playing Survivor .

[lorii .]

This has been the most screwed up week ever in Hawai.. Hold on to your hats by's, who know where the axe is going to fall this time?
Everyones name has been tossed around numerous times. Even mine. Suprising? No, not really, I talk a lot of Bull. If I'm next, not really suprising.. but Im working it.

So, I am thinking that now it has gone back to the original of me ash allan and payne sticking together. Or maybe there just completely fucking with my head. Hm , I guess time will tell.

What an IC. Holy brutal truth. Im sure it sucks for Josh and Stephaine, they kind of got tore up a bit. As for me sucking in challenges, ah yeah? I answered myself to those questions. It going to be funny though come Monday. I got to go to my Aunts and babysit all week- STUPID- I know, but hey, the moneys good. Anyways, I will FINALLY be on a Highspeed internet connection, instead of the one I have been on since the game began.. Dial up.. lol . (I've already told you i live in a hole) Maybe then I will get in a win.

So yeah, Everythings gone haywire, everyone is on crack trying to figure out what the hell to do. I guess we will soon see.

I always leave a little something at the end of my confessionals. So tonight would be no different..lol. Its usually something funny, but I just read this in a book, and I thought it was beautiful and true. VERY TRUE. But no something that applies to me, I march to the own beat of my Drum.. anyways .. here it is..

"Ask a random kid today, if they want to be Popular and she'll tell you no, even if the truth is that if she was in the desert dying of thirst and had the choice between a glass of water and instant popularity, She'd probably choose the latter. To be truely popular, it has to look like it's something you are, when in reality, its what you make yourself."

Thats from a novel called "19 minutes" by Jodi Piccoult. Its pretty amazing.